By
Omoluabi
S. Simpa
PARTHENOGENESIS
AND
THE
UNSPEAKABLE
NAME OF GOD
By
Omoluabi
S. Simpa
Introduction
In
the first part abridgement of the original essay which is titled ‘The
Judeo-Christian Journey Heavenward’ is Oedipus complex’ I took the privilege to
explain my idiosyncratic nature of God as being different from that referred to
as the Almighty GOD or LORD, the reader should be mindful of that, in that this
is a personal understanding of what is biblically ostensible and to this end I do appreciate that whom is God, that whom
said ‘let there be light’ in the Beginning which I referred to as Lucifer or
Venus and as well is the outcast for to this end this is Man based on my
Oedipal analysis, I mean God the first outcast and this is Man, not in the human sense but it is
this very nature to which we humans aspire, which in the line of such thoughts
in a poem of my collection ‘Prelibation of Aroha’ I wrote;
‘What
is man? For we are yet men. This is man:
THE
RECONCILIAION OF RIGHTEOUSNESS & BEAUTY.’
The
very poem is titled Torrid Curfew a
thought which came among some other lines alluding to Christopher Okigbo
towards the ending of the poem which on writing in the same poem upon writing the
lines
‘Before
heaven’s portal we stand without gender
and
the PASSPHRASE is NOTHING BUT RIGHTHEOUS-
NESS,’,
the
entire picture of what the beginning stanzas of Okigbo’s poem Heavensgate was communicating came
clear, what he Okigbo meant by the ‘watchman with the watchword at hevensgate’,
a realization to which I immediately interpreted in allusion to him making
mention of the words ‘WATCHWORD’ and ‘WATCHMAN’ in quotes. My lines read,
…Before heaven’s portal we
stand without gender,
and
the PASSPHRASE is NOTHING BUT RIGHTHEOUS-
NESS,
the ‘WATCHWORD’ with the ‘WATCHMAN’.
I
AM THE STAR FORESHADOWED.
What
is man? For we are yet men. This is man:
THE
RECONCILIAION OF RIGHTEOUSNESS & BEAUTY.
The
words of the lines by Christopher Okigbo alluded to in my lines reads below in
the beginning stanzas of heavensgate:
‘Before
you mother Idoto
naked
I stand
before
your watery presence
a
prodigal
leaning
on an oil bean
lost
in your legend.
Under
your power wait I
on
barefoot
watchman
for the watchword
atheavensgate;…
This very passage of the
poem is structured on the Prodigal story and the Oedipus complex which is
ostensibly present and more so on the nature of the Judeo-Christian
conceptualization of heaven to which end in conclusion of the first part
abridgement of the work originally of the stream of consciousness at large, I
had ended it with a poem I had written on the must-not-mention-name of GOD, but
this is part of a number of such poems a thought which Okigbo had hinted upon
in another poem of his, I can’t remember which for I no longer have the copy of
a collection of his poems, but then he made mention a lyric in allusion to the ‘adversary’
as it is Biblically pictured saying ‘a name we must not mention’, at this time
it never really bothered me much what the name would be until afterwards on
thoughts about Oedipus it struck me what the name was to which I had written a
poem, the very poem which I had included in the closing of the essay ‘The
Judeo-Christian Journey Heavenward is Oedipus complex’, thoughts which actually
spurred me to taking to my writing this essay in its original form of the stream of consciousness, a presentation
which was largely a world of theogonic and idiosyncratic thoughts in chaos with
the poet trying to make some sense of a nether world which influences the world
at large by religions which in the course of imaginative pursuits in mythmaking
I finally had a grip of the matter to which I make abridgements in this essay
and the previous ‘The Judeo-Christian Journey Heavenward is Oedipus complex’.
The line ‘a name we must not mention’ by Okigbo simply alludes to the adversary
in Judeo-Christian understanding and also to the name for God for which Adonai
is substituted that must not be mentioned,
which in my biblical understanding I have expressed as Lucifer and in my
mythopoeic correspondence in Yoruba mythology I have called Olokun and that
called the LORD I have explained as
meaning Satan which in Yoruba mythological correspondence I call Eleduwa which
is the author of ‘Oduduwa’, Oduduwa whom is called the founder of the human
race but I have take the poetic of interpreting the term Odudwa as concurrently
meaning ‘our darkness’ and also ‘our black heritage’, and by saying ‘our
darkness’ it is a pictorial interpretation which I correspond to the statements
in Gen 1:1-4 .
PARTHENOGENNESIS
AND
THE
UNSPEAKABLE
NAME OF GOD
Must-not-mention-name of God
Son of Man son of God son of Mary
Jesus God in flesh Mary LORD in
flesh
The dark things in remembrance we
refresh
The queer and Oedipal Christian
story.
Battle between God and Satan the
LORD
That I a queer songbird must speak
the word
Speak the word of God the freedom of
speech
‘gainst a satanic constituted leech
Sucking the blood of the people of
God
Mosquito lords drinking my outcast
blood.
If we reason ‘bout the name Adonai
In truth and fairness I must not
deny
That that who is our God is a
motherfucker
The first motherfucker the prince
Lucifer. Omoluabi
S. Simpa
‘In
the beginning God created the heavens and the earth…’, this very portion I have
described as a completely meiotic portion in the sense that this occurrence of
the Beginning was a revolutionary phase
in which God the first outcast interfered, which I deemed captured by Moses in
the declaration of ‘Light’ by God, light being an opposition to darkness which
was the natural state that I call the satanic state of the Beginning, all these
I consider including the revolutionary interference as recapitulative in human
existence, recapitulation of as it all happened in
the Beginning before the first deliverance which is the messianism that in
‘theodite imagery’ is perceived as a parthenogenetic birth by the Jews, and
from this ongoingly in a ‘world without end’ are recapitulations interfered
with by revolutions in human lives and other existence within the Beginning the
entity within which dwell heaven and earth recapitulating in their respective
nature and revolutionary nature which I believe to be meiotic from the
cosmogonic and theogonic matters surrounding Gen1:1 in that I perceive the
nature of God as androgynous, even the very beginning verses of Gen1:1 is a meiotic
scripture in that the Beginning is a noun in being and the very occurrences
that gave way for the declaration ‘let there be light…’ is the end to which all
acts of humanity with other forms of existence follow through in reformation,
recycling, and revolution particularly which marks the end of an era or age for
light symbolically is representative in nature in the genesis of the hope
filled new, a new beginning, all these in terms of as it was written by Moses
‘let there be light and there was light’ on the declaration of God are all
recapitulated in revolutions, reformations, recyclings in our existence were
light symbolically translates as a new
beginning for such things as an egalitarian existence flooding away despotism
or autocracy as darkness,the come of things bringing joy on the fading away of
a state nimbus with despair and sadness which is symbolically darkness, for the
natural nature of things in the Beginning is darkness, it as such the nature
of justice and liberty are
diversifyingly spread across lives as groups, and individuals longing for
liberty, fruitfulness after long-sufferings, given an existence that has gone
through series of evolutionary patience that put things in that state of
barrenness or famine which is assumed when a woman or the earth has not been
fruitful respectively in the nature of barrenness and famine, with the
individual having done as supposed and waiting relatively beyond measure, in
hope for fruitfulness, an understanding Biblically allegorized in the
experience of Sarah, for Abraham and Sarah are allegories of the Beginning but inherently in their longing
for a child is a recapitulation of the patience of God in the Beginning out of
which he hoped to be delivered, and Lot and his wife were actually allegories
of Adam and Eve, but then the case of Adam and Eve is a tale in the classic
that is differently told in the light of their love in the characters of
Orpheus and Eurydice but then there is an interchanged similitude in
relationship with the Lot story in that it was Orpheus whom got to turning
around, but in the case of Lot it was his wife who did the turning around, for
both story I held a different view in my play ‘ADAM
and EVE and the MARRIAGE GOD’ in
creating an instance of it in the
original characters of Adam and his spouse, a simple act of revolution which
has encapsulated mankind in all affairs, and behind that simple warning of not
to turn around, it indicates towards the forbidden in the light of the
revolution of man turning back to the beginning, and it turned out the case of
Lot was the first given account of incestry, a subtle narration on the
Judeo-Christian thought of the nature of man and his destiny which is of a
revolutionary nature and in which the story on Lot is a capture of the period
of the Old Testament as an age of vengeance while the New in the prodigal story
is the capture of the age commencing with forgiveness on the death of the
Messiah, a predicted ‘certainty’ of repentance or the return of the Prodigal
son back to heaven variantly expressed by the classics in Oedipus. The story on
Lot agrees with the Oedipus story, though not the first ‘Genesis’ story of such
warning, a precedent story is that of Noah and his son Ham, a narration which
gives a different view of whose nakedness was revealed or who was exposed in
the garden, a view expressed by Luigi Pirandello in his own way in the play Six Characters In Search For An Author for
which reason in the quoted reviews Bernard Shaw referred to it as ‘original’but
this is because it was a Garden of Eden inspired tale where symbolizing the
devil is the step-daughter of the paterfamilias who symbolizing God was red
handedly caught in a solicitous act in which he was rendered exposed and in
which the knowledge of it is used by the step-daughter in blackmailing
insinuations which strengthens her influence over him, the step-father, and as
subtly expressed in the book of Genesis by prophet Moses there is the hint to
it of the occurrence of an illicit or scandalous affair by Adam and Eve in the
nature of the bride or wife of the true husbandman moving off with the best man
or a servant as it happened to the paterfamilias symbolizing God who saw his
wife ending up with his apprentice which was were the rift in the family began,
a story of Eden Garden story, to which I hold a different notion in my play ‘ADAM and EVE and the MARRIAGE GOD’, but the Beginning in its natural state is what is
expressed in Abraham and Sarah resulting to the long awaited birth of Isaac,
which in my mythopoeic would mean the birth of Olokun or Lucifer or the birth
of God, simply put every birth is recapitulative of the birth of God, the birth
of Man, but given my line as I have quoted in the introductory passage of the
poem Torrid Curfew that; ‘What is man? For we
are yet men. This is man:/THE RECONCILIAION OF RIGHTEOUSNESS & BEAUTY’… this is the
very nature of God as I perceive God androgynously and the androgynous is a
meiotic nature which inheres in the Christian understanding in the wisdom of
patience and longsuffering, given the first deliverance from a revolutionary
interference in an evolutionary process which goes seen
in humans as expressed in their growth from centuries to centuries in
industrialization and technology, and so much for the human effort in the
science of stem-cell technology, a revolutionary pursuit that tends towards the
superman, ‘Frankenstein’, to which I fear the ultimate emergence would be on the discovery or
understanding of parthenogenesis and how to manipulate this that creatures can
be manufactured, frighteningly and above all the manufacture of human nature,
in that same sense that we humans do deem ourselves godlike and I dare say if
these happens it is the foreshadowing likelihood of humanity being relegated which
obviously is one of the thoughts expressed in my play ‘Adam and Eve and the
Marriage God’ for to be able to create ‘humanoids’ by having parthenogenetic
means effected in artificial creation means the Beginning has been created or
if it is one more androgynous in nature it means God has been created whichever
way it goes it echoes of the rebirth of Oedipus, Lucifer, the outcast and all
these are reliant on the scientific understanding of the meiotic and as well
mitotic, this is a philosophical fear, but without doubt it would be a repeat
of the process of ‘oduduwa’, that is the darkness of hardship and slavery for
these man made ‘aliens’ and human becomes God in the human-made actualization
of these aliens by effecting parthenogenesis artificially. But this very sort
of new beginning comes about after putting an end of a long standing state of
things previously on the part of humans always on the set off of a
revolutionary or promethean move, and this is by our individual creativity, and
as occasion demands a synergy of individuals, and they are all an
androgynous/parthenogenetic display of the Beginning-nter-God nature in the
individual being, the nature of the parthenogenetic author of creation and the
resultant androgynous nature that became delivered influencing all what humans
in all forms of production and reproduction in taking to in the Godhead
likeness as written in Genesis 1:26. In the appreciation of the Godhead, saying
Godhead I mean the Beginning and God, which in popular religions such as Judaeo-Christianity
and Islam whichever way they chose to see any of the Godhead they have always
ascribed the masculine role, as the father, to God and heaven is not mentioned
as mother in their holy writ but popularly described as feminine, some thanks
to the usage heaven’s gate by Shakespeare and Okigbo, I also guilty indeed, but
this Godhead parthenogenetic and androgynous entity is what in elements in
their atomic nature stands if we see it from ‘theodite imagery’ representation represented
as the neutron and the heavens and earth of the creation and of course having
evolved, based on the circumstance played are the electron and proton which is
the representation of pessimism and optimism, that on the common ground of
homecoming and the seek of mankind for salvation, the Oedipus story and the
Prodigal story by Jesus Christ have respectively exemplified. Jocasta and Laius
as allegories of curiosity is as saying curiosity and necessity are allegories
of the first pairs of chromosomes in their nuclear nature, whatever the nature
was, certainly dark and hard, it was out of this the heavens and the earth were
born of a nuclear fission with the neutron staying indestructible, and using
the ‘theodite imagery’ of living natures the dark hard state ran in its own equivalent
of mitosis which would be the very evolutionary process from which the revolutionary
happened a meiotic nature in nuclear fission that resulted to the Man which is
God delivered making a balanced out existence of what symbolically would be
heaven and earth, which respectively in gender nature translates to femininity
and masculinity to which end I perceive the initial nature was more likely
earth if you take my symbolical meaning in contrast to the religious notions of
heaven, earth meaning the natural state as I have earlier explained, to which
there is reason in Moses saying from the man God created the woman, this
nucleic egg or atom is the almost inextricability nature of the parthenogenetic
nature, upon which a liberation was ensued that created relatively two bodies
given the categorization as the heavens and the earth coming out of a split
fission based on a meiotic occurrence which biologically is an unusual cell
division process in comparison to most cells which are processed in mitotic
divisions to which end it is biologically called normal, which in a way of word
usage would mean abnormal for the meiotic which is the androgynous the nature
in which I picture God. If we are to in ‘theodite imagery’ biologically recapitulate
the Beginning in relation to the deliverance of God it is certainly an asexual
one in which the production journey was from mitotic to the unusual meiotic. If
the meiotic should ultimately mean something it is largely a breakaway from the
mitotic, a breakaway from the normal in which is based successful run of the
mechanism for the natural state.
The ecclesiastical triumvirate
expression of the Godhead made up of Father, Son and Holy spirit is so on the
grounds of the absence of coital necessity to reproduce given the natures as I
see them as the Beginning a parthenogenetic entity and God an androgynous one,
but then in the light of the Oedipus complex and my assertion of the ‘must-not-mention
name’ of God it clearly states why the same nature is God the father and also
God the son, and not the nature of God the son being explained as the heir
which is us. In the epigraph poem of this essay I capture the name substituted away
for Adonai if the irreverent conditions are placed on the outcast which reads
out in the last line of the sonnet as:
…that who is
our God is a motherfucker
The first
motherfucker the prince Lucifer.
This is so if Oedipus is to bear the
brunt of the situation, but the other way round in the poem which I had made
available in the essay ‘The
Judeo-Christian Journey Heavenwards is Oedipus complex’ because the
parents are to blame to which I say as against Ola Rotimi’s adaptation of
Oedipus titled the ‘The gods are not to blame’, that the gods are to blame for
the final turnout of the outcast, which in messianism brought about a balance
in that in the declaration of ‘let there be light’ what followed was the
creation of ‘the heavens and the earth’ which is an expression with a
polygamous or polyandrous undertone, of course the Semites stuck with polygamy,
but then the other way round would be the case as for certain Indian cultures,
and as to the heavens and the earth being feminine and masculine respectively
or otherwise are attributes that are no absolutes with them which is in a
resemblance to the androgynous and parthenogenetic reasons for heaven and
earth, for that in the sense we consider earth as mother the entity heaven is
therefore imbued with a masculine status but then the entity heaven becomes
feminine when collectively we refer to humanity as mankind or man which is a
masculine nature. ‘So God created man in his own image…male and female He created
them’(KJV), the word man is more likely a representation of the original
nucleus which is like the existence of a nation were one party had an
effeminate nature not necessarily made up of females and the other a masculine
nature not necessarily made up of males, that in the fission divided into
commensurate equal halves, maybe as a result of a celestial incompatibility, or
of not being able to coexist, and these masculine and feminine bodies
necessarily was not as we have it now with ourselves in boy and girl nature,
but this very nature probably came to be us in an evolutionary journey, not
void of revolutionary initiatives in the realm of things as whichever way they
took back then, but then every nature of theirs is accumulated in man or
humankind as we have today, largely through memory or better put the psyche,
and certainly the race of humanity does not rule out the possibility of a
triumph from a catastrophic event, which is obvious in all sphere of
industriousness in renaissance, revival, change, resistance, all which in
various pursuits are indicated in the belief of an apocalyptic revival or
renaissance as appreciated in Christianity and some other religions haunting
human thoughts, whose likelihood is glaring in the portents of war and revolutions,
which in a fearful way nuclear weaponry currently is the height of man’s
destructive potential, an indication towards square-one, and at least someone
has attempted the use of it in a civil war in the middle east all in the course
of a reformation in a revolutionary
course against the old establishment whom if they think of change would rather
that things be left evolutionarily, and all these attitudes of revolution is what which in such
narratives as Adam and Eve with the LORD, Jocasta and Laius as parents to
Oedipus, The Prodigal son and the king, Lot and his wife to Abraham you have
characters inspired out of curiosity and necessity sometimes needless and they
are all related by a human inherence allegorized in the common actions of
mobility of ‘turning around’ indicating towards the revolutionary nature of
mankind unto salvation by whatever means and on the aftermath result in tragic
outcomes for human existence either as a group or individually. The term
mankind I find more appropriate as specifically meaning a revolutionary nature
which is allusion to the nature of God whom I have explained as the Man, the
nature to which we aspire for ‘we are yet men’, which means calling humanity
mankind is a reference to the revolutionary nature inherent in the individual
by the nature of the Oedipus complex for a heavenly life in that God being the
first revolutionary, the first Messiah by virgin birth, by parthenogenesis the
very messianic conception of the Hebrews which I am inclined to giving by
curiosity as a poet.
You can’t satisfy curiosity without
satisfying necessity in that they are originated in the same value, a nature of
inherence like the parthenogenetic pre-existence of originality which is an
entity of Unity and Unity in mathematical terms is expressed as one (1), a
parthenogenetic onei .e the Beginning out of which must have asexually developed the
mitotic and meiotic in the analogical light of male and female as two separate
but independent bodies being one in their own respect, but that they were born
or split from a single original nucleus and if any is to be in gender
represented as the mitotic precursor in the view of prophet Moses that would be
the man out of which was made the woman, this simply makes the pair, each one
amount to one raised to the power of half in which in mathematical indices can
be expressed taking curiosity and necessity as our variants:
curiosity=1½=
0.5, necessity= 1½
= 0.5
Added together 0.5+0.5=1.0=1, i.e. Unity. But then let’s
have in equation curiosity represented as c, necessity as n and Unity as U
c =0.5 n =0.5
c + n =U therefore U=0.5+0.5=1
U=1
But then also how do we arrive at C and N separately? It
therefore means
c = U/(c + n) 2 =
U/(c + n)+(c + n)= 1½ or 0.5
n = U/ (n + c)2=
U/(n + c)+(n + c)=1½ or 0.5
But in doing some further investigation necessitated out of
curiosity just to investigate 1 (one) in other words Unity, although not
detailed here, I ended with the result 1. Of course what was I expecting? But
truly I had nothing particularly in mind only being curious and of this I made
a formula for 1. In the course of the experimentation I represented all factors
of c and n as n since they were commensurately equal and on that equality in
relation to Unity is the crux of the little arithmetic.
U = (m (n) × q) g = 1
In the light of the primordial origination the characters
Adam and Eve are representatives of the gameto-nature, gamete which is an
English word borrowed from the Greek words gamete and gametes respectively
meaning wife and husband, I mention this because the process with which I
arrived at 1 (one) I refer to as a recycling or reformation process of the nature
of Unity on review was actually a meiotic division in that ‘n’ is the constant
of the formula to the end that any number positive or negative integer,
fraction or decimal which is adopted for ‘n’ in the formula U = (m (n) × q) g
would give the value 1 (one). I had used the term chromosomes in a general
biology knowledge of it being codes of the reproductive cells but then I had later after this moment of
elementary mathematics read a dictionary quick-definition of the meiotic and
mitotic process of chromosomal divisions, at which I attributed to the
arithmetic exercise as being a meiotic processed one, for what I had factored
was that since to figure zero-point-five (0.5) from one (1) one (1) has to be
divided by 2, it then takes four 0.5s to make 2 which means for each i.e ‘n’
and ‘c’ respectively we have four potential forms containing the value 0.5
which amounts to eight entities of 0.5s in 1 (one) containing a percentage or
fractional space of 0.125 which is relative to the potential of 0.5 in 1 (one)
before the split, from which I deduct probably a very needless hypothesis from
my formulation that U/n2 or (U/n3)n is the potential
of a form ‘n’ before a split from an original form U, because the result of
this for a form needless to say for it is what we witness in nuclear and atomic
energy, which in numbers under the idea of unity as 1 (one) shows that
one-tenth of an entity is potent with a hundredth of the original entity which
means the original entity has the potential of a thousand of itself, but then
this thousandth potential amounts to every atomic or nucleic independence, a
continuum which provided the original energy of split inheres in every
resulting split putting humanity and its existence in relation to its
progenitory past as one that suffers a congenital
fate which is akin to the atomic Hiroshima disaster fated against the life of
children yet unborn. This certainly of continuum tunes with Einstein’s feel of
the human potential an impression which doubtless he had gotten from his
mathematicking.
The figuration of 8 halves in 1
complies with the haploid states coming together to form a diploid state, the
meiotic is to be noted here because the English word meiosis as well means
understatement, the very word ‘beginning’ as aligned in the statement of
Genesis 1, is nothing but an understatement, nothing but a meiosis, the verse
in itself is a meiotic verse of the primordial nucleus-nuclei fission caught in
the expression ‘heavens and earth’ and I here make reference to the classic
nature of the muses, daughters whom are nine of the relationship between Zeus
the chief-god and Mnemosyne who is memory, I hereby mention that the Christian
muse is the Holy Spirit and it is the almighty memory which was hinted in the
statement of Jesus Christ saying as noted in John 14:26- ‘But the counselor ,
the Holy Spirit, whom the Father will send in my name, he will teach you all
things and bring to your remembrance all that I have said to you’(RSV), the
nature of Zeus and Mnemosyne is not farfetched from the God-Beginning which I
have highlighted as a meiotic occurrence in Genesis1:1 to which an octad
occurrence is hinted in the classic variant of Zeus and Mnemosyne, but then the
muses of the classic are nine daughters one more than the haploid-duo number of
biological meiosis, but then why would the haploids be named daughters by the
biologists, the point is that the Greek classic does have a way of picturing
different characters that would be fulfilled in a singular biblical character,
a good example are the characters Adonis and Dionysus, though not the only
ones, but are characters that meets in the character of Jesus Christ, although
he is also Abel who is understood as a precursor to Jesus Christ which in this
same way detracted from the androgynous nature of God as I perceive is
Mnemosyne the classic embodiment of memory not considered as a muse but
compensated as the ninth muse which should have been Zeus-Mnemosyne if they are
expressed as I express the Beginning nature in the Yoruba gods as Oya-Sango,
which if there were eight daughters of the fission in Genesis 1, the chief muse
of the eight would be embodied in the Godhead as the almighty memory.
In the perspective of (m (n) × q) g I
termed it the meiotic or androgynous formula for to this end I have seen fit to
express Olokun in my mythopoeic as having eight daughters and not nine like
Zeus, and these daughters given my arithmetic arrival at 1 or Unity, and given
other forms of it like Fermat’s, these forms of 1 (one), with their relative
constant which is the independent variable, are analogous to the recycling of
an original form into different forms and
nature is always on the course of
reformation which is the Beginning-nter-Godand whose likeness humanity is said
to be made in Genesis 1:27, and this way of things which is a continuous show
of our necessitated-curious dissatisfaction and given my statement that in the
Beginning the state of things was ‘satisfactory’ before a state of dissatisfaction
which is inherent-hunger of a form of emptiness or space that was concealed but
resulted from a laying of waste, a certain reform of destroying or chaos that
renders to a formation from which is a recreation, a reformation as well, all
an act of recycling or revolution of things, revolution a turn-around, the
turning-around of things, but still of the same constituents that was laid
waste. In the light of hunger analogized as emptiness due to fruitlessness
either in the agrarian sense or uterine, these human natures are traces or
hints of that so-so-so distant core of origination, our most remote primeval
heritage, for we lay waste in the form of excreta leaving the belly at need for
food, we deliver a baby or abort one and if the womb is still intact it is left
empty to be conceived. The Beginning inherently recyclic, conceiving ideas partly
through humanity, and inherently paradoxical given the word recreation it
certainly must be a pastime for the Beginning-nter-God relationship in relation
to all things, for by a little stretch of the imagination the words recreation,
reformation, recycling, revolution, turn-around are commensurately one. The
Beginning as the LORD is neither feminine or masculine just as well as the
androgynous, given the entities called as I perceive of the Bible the LORD and
the outcast son God which is Man that we humans are yet to become as for my
view as a poet which we can only be on the grounds of Messianism, that itis the
only sense by which we can come to exist outside the Beginning like Christ
which is God the first delivered and outcast of the Beginning, the Beginning
parthenogenetically immanent with necessity in the nature of dissatisfaction
inherent in its own satanic satisfaction its natural sate of darkness,
dissatisfaction being the God nature earlier on in the Beginning, the Beginning
that most certainly was the one given in my view, that embodied the satisfied
state, and along came an androgynous or
asexual affair which as I have tried to make clear so far given my mythopoeic
world in biblical appreciation of the world, a state of dissatisfaction on the
part of God before becoming God that must have called whatever be the nature of
things, certainly unpalatable in the symbolism of the absence of light, called
for the desire for a turnaround of things to which I consider God that whom I
term as Man as a cyclic force, a revolutionary to which end became the first
Messiah, declaring ‘let there be light’, a declaration of liberation and also a
restoration of power, the Judaic or Mosaic world of Messianism born out of
parthenogenesis, a birth I call androgynous because the true nature of the
Christ spirit would be nothing short of hermaphroditic, one in which the
masculine finds balance with the feminine side, which in Jungian psychology is
where a male finds absolute balance with the anima and the female absolute
balance with the animus, to which end in earthly existence individuals who
strive to achieve this state of balance will find such things as homosexuality
tolerable, it is a failure of this balance that I believe that makes an
individual find homosexuality repulsive, more so such a balance would help the
individual against misogynistic and gender biased chauvinistic tendencies, and
given that the Christ state is an androgynous one which was a form of
cosmogonic meiosis of the events of Genesis 1, the traits of the Beginning-nter-God
preordained to inhere in all things at least as far as the material universe is
concerned with humans in a universe who through evolutions had not being able
to shed this inheritance, an infinitesimal reform revolting misoneism, to the
Beginning being conceived with hunger having laid waste, and there by
hunger-cum-emptiness in the form of fruitlessness in the form of barrenness or
starvation and to satisfy the need of the emptiness or space of that which was
laid waste brings to a reformation of the waste, recreation of variant forms of
need in an act of recycling, precursor of the saying ‘variety is the spice of
life’, to refill the emptiness, undo the dissatisfaction, the Beginning
conceiving ideas, creating needs out of that which preexisted, then
redestroyed, a metabolic process only to build up again from the waste laid,
indeed the apothegm ‘there is always room for improvement’, all these have
become our inheritance from the nucleic fission infinitesimally pictured in
Genesis 1. This is a process we play and replay in different forms, variant
ways, on earth; this primordial action which can be also made clear in relation
of the words edifice and edification to the statement; ‘In the Beginning God
created the heavens and the earth.’ Edifice being the Beginning, and the
edification which is the ‘lofty business’ of God with the Beginning in bidsof improving
within, and in this nature, we, mankind, heirs of the Beginning, always trying
to improve our minds which transfer on the earth by our never stopping to
improve earth. The very expression never
stopping to improve earth is a double edged sword that cuts here and there
at once, which is a human nature of improvement unto destruction. We, humans,
are the regent-God in the earth which is a regent-Beginning giving the
limitation of the five senses. Mankind or humanity-inter-mother earth is a
translation of the relationship of the Beginning (Satan) and God(Man) in
Oedipus complex. The Beginning in the light of being the edifice and in
edification continuum was preoccupied with all things and before that which
became Man and God became delivered to the end of an outcast or secession, and
the definition for this relationship is likely the first catch-22. The picture
that comes to mind in considering a catch-22 situation is that that makes it
appear the preoccupations are sort of occupants in the Beginning like the egg
and the fowl, in that these occupants are the ones whom built this Beginning
and ended up not being unable to get out in that this Beginning came alive,
given this death must be the only way out of the mother-nature, and it is therefore
seemingly that the only way to escape the earth while in living presence is by
mysticism to which end it is termed self-annihilation, because mystical experiences
are means to be one with nature which actually is a death experience and the
final come of death in itself is Oedipus complex, and this is the paradoxical
existence of life-in-death which is Oedipus complex generated if one
appreciates the complex as an evergoing affair between the Beginning and God,
which recapitulates in human life in recycling, recreating the need from the
waste whose satisfaction derives from being able to fulfill that which from
which it was initially laid waste and that which laid the waste can only be
fulfilled or satisfied by taking in back in metamorphoric form that which it
has passed out, an act captured in two biblical instances one of which is that
of Jesus saying that which enters the body defies it not but that which comes
out of it, a ‘theodite imagery’ of ingestion and defecation and that of the
story of the woman created out of man Genesis2: 21-23, a need for mankind out
of his own body for ‘it is not good for man to be alone’ which remotely in
tandem highlights the idea of a waste, but then this is misogynistic, but on
the whole Messianism in Oedipus complex picture is ‘misohomoist’, male biased,
which is misogynistically countered in Lot and his daughters, to which end is another
possible theohomologous interpretation by the ‘Lot complex’, and all these are that the body must not return to consume that which it
disposed, and in the Oedipus complex sense and ‘Lot complex’ it is made to
appear that it is the delivered or disposed that craves that out of which it
came; but then in relation to the man out of which the woman was made a
contradictory picture is presented by the joke about ‘nowhere like home’ so men
must return to the arms of women, but this tempts with the idea that it should
be that it was of the woman’s ribs man should be said to have been made and
make it fit to blame the woman for the incidence with the snake because since it is the waste that seeks that out of which it
came, because the said joke is Oedipus complex supportive and ‘Lot complex’
supportive’, the man should be that created out of the woman, but then I rule
not out the possibility of a turnaround in the process from age to age, but this
account of the first human-female is actually an ostensible account whose message
I expressed in a poem I titled The Rib
And The Woman. The joke of coming into the arms of women by men is a quaint
and quick capture of the homecoming situation with which humanity is affected
by the remote core, the split
originate nucleus from the Beginning having wired us with recreation,
revolution, recycling, reformation, to homecoming in which man is exemplified
by the fulfillment of Jesus Christ in the Prodigal story positively inspired on
the proton side of the originate nucleus and negatively inspired by the
electron side of the originate nucleus as exemplified in Oedipus of the
classics and the neutron must be the infinite Godhead of the parthenogenetic
Beginning and the androgynous God Man, indestructible creative forces locked in
self-destructiveness, and are ever forgiving for the Gods are to blame for our
troubles. But then all these, our experiences, tells us mankind is a
revolutionary race, always caught as a dependent variable in the presence of
complicating variables to pick amongst choices in-between two extremes, good
and evil, light and darkness etc. which the true strive of man per time is to
assert being an independent variable which is actually by making a choice which
is not made optional, for the making of a choice is not choosing among that
which is made available as it is popularly expressed, but the making of choice
is the ability to initiate one which was not made optional in a context that
tells one that one has no choice a meaning well hidden in the Cain and Abel
story, which on the pessimistic side tells us in Oedipus that oneness, the
harmony of Unity on earth by scientific pursuits and growth is ruled out of
achievement for it is a trying to make heaven in flesh and blood whose ultimate
goal is to achieve everlasting life on earth to which end Christianity like
lots of religion believe it’s only achievable beyond death, that the discovery
of heaven resides optimistically with the soul, the hope of the Prodigal,
outside the limits of the flesh in awakening after death, but the thing with
human advancement scientifically to live in comfort on earth from the agrarian
onset has been conceptualized as originally sinful, but then the concept of
making heaven after death in the Judaeo-Christian view ends up being the same
thing, the original sin has to be committed to gain pass.
The
Judeo precursory teaching about the coming of Christ unto the actualization of
heaven for mankind in the conceptual imagery of the life and death of Jesus
Christ amounts to a revolutionary in the definition of revolution as, when the
act of one satisfies the body. The singular act of Jesus Christ which is revolutionary,
has made, in the individualistic acceptance of him as the truthful one, every
man fit for heaven as far as Christianity is concerned but this has been
wrongly thought of as only those who accepts him, this is a fact post-testified
by Apostle Paul with Jesus having done so in his teaching and preaching unto
self-fulfilling prophecy which is a Messianic holding the Jews hoped for and
there are those who do not see this as having being fulfilled by Jesus Christ.
The death of Jesus is the fulfilling of the repentance, return, recycle,
revolution, turnaround of the Prodigal child whose singular action brought or
brings satisfaction to the body (of Christ) and this points at individual Messianism,
because if Christianity is being Christ-like, it means the individual should
aspire to being a source of salvation, for the word Messiah means the same as
Christ whose practice is termed Christianity also translatable as Messianism,
the savioural actions unto salvation which means salvation is by the self,
clearly shows what Jesus meant by having died for all in absolving the sin of
everyone on his body upon his death emphasizes that man on earth cannot be free
from sin to which end he said except ones righteousness is more than the Pharisee
he would not make heaven, this is heaven in the afterlife sense which in God
being the first outcast is what is also the outer wilderness or darkness, and
making this heaven I described in the first part ‘The Judeo-Christian Journey
Heavenward is Oedipus complex’, as been able to get out of the Beginning in
which exists heaven and earth by been delivered as God was based on Messianic
deeds to which end Jesus gave the story of ‘The good Samaritan’, telling the
Jews that one does not have to be a Jew to make the kingdom which in today’s
world transfers on the religion of Christianity that one does not have to be a Christian in the
sense of confessing Jesus Christ as your savior to make heaven, for every ones
sin has been absolved and the Messianism of an individual is upon him as
exemplified in the deed of the Samaritan.
Secondly
the conceptual imagery of Christ’s being whom by which we come into heaven is
as incestuous as the picture of Oedipus and Jocasta, and would have been
absolved of this haram if the Beginning, i.e. the ‘beginning’ of Genesis 1:1 in
which humanity exists as I have made clear is interpreted as heaven the
motherland but then the case of virgin Mary’s immaculate conception nullifies
it; the motherland thing is only possible with earth as regent-Godmother and
humans as regent-God which actually is hint of the Beginning and God nature, the
Beginning to which the ‘Prodigal’ the imagery for mankind is returned to as home
is one grown out of the imagery of the son in amorous embrace with his
Beginning, his origin Jesus only being a microcosmic show of God, the notion
expressed by the ancient Greeks allegorically stated in Oedipus and Jocasta,
the idea of not mentioning the mother in the triumvirate is to keep as much a
lid on the Oedipal notion for Oedipus as God definitely is true interpretation
of God the Son and God the Father while Jocasta is the Beginning whom is the
Mother-God, God the Mother captured in the birth of Jesus as the Messiah God and
his mother Mary as Mother-God.
Jesus
Christ is the Lord our righteousness, in other words he is the uprightness of
mankind, the uprightness of humanity, the uprightness of man, this is a
Judaeo-prophecy in tandem with the ‘theodite imagery’ double entendre which is
accounted for by prophet Jeremiah of two chapters in his eponymous work,
chapters 23 verse 6 and 33 verse 16, the very essence of the resurrection of
Christ, by which we come into heaven, since in the Beginning on creation of
heaven and earth we are partly heirs of the father God whose we become fully on
achieving the state of Christ unto the moment of death, but the point is heaven
been conceptualized in womanhood for which Canaan for the Israelites was
painted as flowing with milk and honey, and we furthermore have the red sea
which is the path to liberty a
conceptualization of the orifice in the loin-cloth, being breakthrough in
parting by the outstretched rod of Moses on the way to Canaan Land, the
annexation of heaven on earth, this s the Judeo-Christian conceptual
contrivance of salvation, liberty, and unifying love, a sex appealing ideal
which is well appreciated in the west in the pursuit of human justice and
liberty, well appreciated by great poets and which personally this revelation
influenced part of my poetry and I as a poet consider to be the most refined
conceptualization of human desires in pursuit of independence
individualistic-wise and nationhood-wise, except for the homecoming contrivance
appreciated pessimistically by the classics in Oedipus hypothetically in terms
of the afterlife, but in certainty for reality. Intrinsically in the human
system, without inducements of herbs, what
is sweeter than orgasm? Jesus Christ is the uprightness of Man in uniting us
with ‘heaven’ the mother the kingdom of which we are children but this is the
union of God (Man) and Satan (Mother-God) the tale of Oedipus, which can be
pictured in various forms of embrace, maybe locked in a fight, amorously
locked, or an agreement of embrace to peace keeping which in a sense would mean the madness and
paradoxes bedeviling the earth and this is the rapturous aspect of Christianity
but it is only the second phase of the union for the first of it was his death,
for the death of Jesus Christ was a human sacrifice in the imagery of the
pureblood consummation of a virginity, that reversed the role of man to that of
the feminine, the virgin one, which was in itself marking the beginning of an
apocalypse for it is also the signaling of the end of the age, the end of the
age of innocence, ushering a new age as it was in paradise with the first gamete and gametes in the story of Adam and Eve, and a prophecy echoed in the
book of Isaiah puts the United States of America or probably their founding
fathers had contrived this to fulfilling the holy scriptures in the picture to
be the new Jerusalem but one which also makes them to bear the mark
conceptualizing the end of the age, the end of the age of innocence, for the
statue is one Biblically inspired, but paradoxically this a picture of Babylon
as well, hitherto these are thoughts I have captured in some of my poetry, like
Virgo, where I referred to America as
a virgin, where they stand pictured as a New Jerusalem which in the light of
the end of the age of innocence always shortened as the end of the age. Hymen
to this end is the embodiment Jesus took in its classical meaning and orificial
on the cross marking the end of the age, the end of the age of innocence.
Parthenogenesis
and androgyny are the bio-forms of synecdoche, for when we say mother-earth we
are as well saying heaven and hell, we as well are saying, GOD, God, father,
mother, fatherland, motherland, if you chose to apply in any context. It is
clearly implied or stated in the notion of my mentioning about the divine
triumvirate of the Godhead that I have meant God the Holy Spirit to have been
simply called God the Mother, yes I have, but then it was completely avoided to
be mentioned as such in the bible or some other popular text of holy writ of
the Jews for to quell beforehand any ideas of the origin of things being born
of a coital design, but then this suppression only indicates that they believe
what their fear is about, a thought that many years later made Mohammed express
his concerns having accepted that Jesus was a virgin delivery in verse 35 of
Sura 19 titled Maryam, but then the foundation of the Quran is an adaptation of
the Torah, and in the light of feminine rejection with the things of heaven
Mohammed conceptualized the enjoyment of Paradise for only men in describing the ultimate reward as carnal
pleasures with wide-eyed and shy-eyed fair women, the promise of climax and
ecstasy, but then our mothers and sisters are left out for there is no place
for them in Paradise as far as sex is the ultimate, except there shall be room
for lesbianism leaving out those whom are heterosexual; so far as there are
women to satisfy the men, there should as well be virile males to do same unto
our mothers and sisters whom make Paradise why should we be bothered about our
mothers since in that state such relations are null and void, the thing is that
there is a subtle indication that only men will return to the source and women
into nothingness, but then it implies the very imagery of the rebuttal of the
original sin on the part of the female gender. It is an
issue to mentioning God the Father and God the Son and not a daughter or mother
mentioned but then God the Holy Spirit which is clearly an immaterial entity as
the nature of spirits in reality, but
shows as an aspect of the Godhood feminity which Mohammed shies from based on
the feminine suggestion that in another recount of the birth of Jesus Christ
the Angel speaking to him spoke to him in Sura 21:19 saying, ‘And she who was chaste, therefore We breathed
into her [something] of Our Spirit and made her and her son a token for [all]
people’
(Mohammad Marmaduke Pickthal). Why wasn’t it
a chaste man? The account is actually is actually an acceptance of
parthenogenesis of the nature of the birth of Jesus Christ, which indicates in
Mary the nature of that which gave birth to God whom I have explained as the
outcast in thetheohomology of Oedipus, and the Angel saying Our Spirit is
correspondent to the Holy Spirit, which in Mary would be the embodiment of it
in the nature of the Beginning making the Beginning appear womanly. The
masculine gender or nature is recognized in the spiritual realm and the
feminine is denied that recognition, because it is considered unbefitting, but
then unlike father and son whose analogy are obtainable in flesh, the Spirit
has none which is so because the Semitic society like lots of societies are
established on patriarchal authority, and this emphasis on the absence of a
mother is why in certain biblical stories the heroes that come to save the day
are bastards, the illegitimate ones e.g. David and Jephthah, but David most
notably, the forefather well associated with Jesus Christ like he was directly
his father. All these story of the illegitimate, the bastard son-child becoming
the hero are hints to the belief of the immaculate conception or virgin birth
of the Beginning as free from sexy business, but then the word parthenogenesis
is actually formed from two Greek words, parthenos and
genesis, respectively meaning virgin
and beginning or birth, which amounts to virgin-beginning or virgin-birth, and
in the biblical tales the mother of heroes such as Jephthah and David are kept
in the shade of shadows because they are concubines or prostitutes not worthy
of mention which is a conceptual way of saying in the first delivery by God
there was no feminine identity or sexual relations, but then it is a picture
which is wrong in the sense that the Godhead is expressed in what is equal to
the catch phrase ‘all for one, one for all’, God the Father God the Son and God
the Mother(Holy Spirit) a clear relationship of synecdoche and parthenogenetic
entity, but how do we split them, we
don’t, so it would be ridiculous for anyone to start asking questions about
coitus, the split was only done to explain aspects of the Beginning entity in
relationship to humanity or man .i.e. male and female the evolvement of the Son
in the first nucleus experience rendered in fission into the ‘heavens and the
earth’. This form of virgin birth was expected but it dare not be in the nature
of David and Jephthah, it has to be perfect, it has to be in the absence of
sexual relations, it has to be from a virgin-woman and hence it was Mary the
mother of Jesus and this echoes a lot about the prejudice of not mentioning God the Mother in the
judicious triumvirate recognition of the parthenogenetic beginning, of course
the Catholics do say ‘Mary the mother of God’, God being Jesus Christ her son,
this reverent notion is a material analogy of the Beginning, the divine
parthenogenesis, but thanks to Joseph whom refrained from making her, Mary, a
public example on knowing of her pregnancy before they got married, but then
since they got married I have no doubt, because it is what you and I would do,
that he did seek evidence of the virginity, for there is nothing unchaste or
unlawful about it since it was a business that they would definitely come to in
consummation, and there is no doubt that at this juncture the doubts of Joseph
were quelled since he can’t raise a case of an implanted evidence, or he did
forebear from making her a public example. The nature of God as the Father and
Son is purely Oedipus as son and father to the children of his mother Jocasta
who is the Mother-God and largely the embodiment of the Holy Spirit, but
basically the Godhead has no gender specification, the Mother-God who is the
LORD Satan in conception being parthenogenetic as the Mosaic vision captured it
and in the nature of how I perceive the very ‘deliverance’ of God as
androgynous in meiosis, and the particularity of God the Holy Spirit in the
divine triumvirate having no material entity analogy only makes for a patriarchal
denial of the feminine in conceptualization. This divine force of creation is
incorporeal on the earth. The Godhead is Holy Spirit, it is this nature that
has put the pursuit of individualism in man because this nature is the true
individual, for the word individual is a word compact formed of the words
‘indivisible duality’ the desire to be free, to be free speeched, for freedom
of expression, freedom from slavery or oppression or suppression, all these are
simply existential. Then does the incest suggestion amount to the Holy Spirit?
Simply put, it is what the spiritual concept amounts to in the apex of heavenly
salvation, for death itself is incestuous in the light of this Judeo-Christian
‘theodite imagery’, because the biblical account of the misdeed of Adam and Eve
incurred curses in Genesis 3:16-19 which can be seen as mythical explanations
of human labourings, and then as for the curse that set our death for good, it
is stated that from dust we come and to dust shall we surely return, this is
simply in tune with the incestuous concept, a thought which in my poem ‘The
Heart of Liberty’, I expressed as ‘an
original condemnation’, for in commensuration with the Judeo-Christian
concept, grave is the heaven’s gate or death is the grave gate of heaven, which
like from the same above cited poem of
mine is the line ‘heaven’s gate is the graveyard’ which is a conceptualized
expression fit as exemplum in the literary joke made out from a quote of
Shakespeare’s Julius Caesar, ‘I have come
to bury Caesar, not to praise him’, a joke caught in poetry by Khayyam in
his Rubaiyat 19, Caesar being the phallus, and the burial place, which we know,
we need not spell out, is as well the gateway to paradise or heaven in the
man-union-heaven Judeo-Christian
‘theodite imagery’ conceptualization, this amorous expression is something
popular only people popularly do not put much of mind to it, for instance I was
enjoying a free drink of a soldier whom I knew from nowhere and some chair away
he was busy telling his inamorata in
pidgin English: ‘when I dey on top e be like paradise’, that is when he is on
top it feels like paradise, apparently this was in one of those women places.
Even the case of Abraham and Sarah outrightly was a hint of the parthenogenetic
nature of the GOD the Beginning which in Sarah gives it a more feminine
perspective, and Sarah’s obstetrical experience was a precursor to Mary’s the
birth of Jesus Christ, for the Sarah situation was one whereby in wait for the
promise an allegorical precursor to the children of Israel and every society
waiting for a Messiah which is mostly a revolutionary ideology embodied in a
person or persons against the oppressive authority, but with Sarah Abraham ‘altruistically’
tried to bring it to pass telling Sarah to pretend before the king in the land
of Egypt as his sibling in the account of Genesis chapter 12, although they
happened to be step-siblings, but for the beauty of Sarah he feared it may
attract hostilities from the royalty in Egypt if he presents himself a husband,
but then Abraham cannot be this fearful and Sarah so compliant for fear for her
husband’s safety, for they repeated this action in another account given in
Genesis chapter 20. I term it ‘altruistic’ for Abraham and Sarah having had so
much faith in the revelation and understood that the child was not to come from
a coital act between them, and altruistically Sarah had gone ahead with the
plan which was on all occasions interrupted and discontinued by God through
divine interventions. Of course that goes against the telling of Moses on the
surface of Abraham being a man of faith, but it is only trying not to put the
faith of Abraham in doubt, although in the light that I have pictured this
episode of Abraham’s life it makes it appear that what Abraham and Sarah had
concluded upon was to justify the end by the means. Some may want to ask if
Sarah had gotten pregnant in any of the instances with the kings what would
have come of it. Such a question remains hypothetical. It could have been a son
or a daughter, but then I have no doubt Abraham would be grafted into palace
life, influence the laws to favor the ascendancy of the son-child to the
throne on the demise of the king who will be murdered, and while the son is in
grooming for kingship, Sarah queen regent hypocritically playing chaste would
be having it off with Abraham. Preposterous! you may say: for how am I sure it
was going to be a son. That question should be meant for Abraham. And I will
say, a man who had so much faith in a parthenogenetic revelation in those olden
years why will he not have faith as such for the materialization of a son. If
my analysis is preposterous what will you say of this tactic between husband
and wife?
I
felt compelled to call (m (n) ×q) g = 1, Androgynous
formula, this is because I arrived at it deducing from 1 (one) in relation to 11/2
(one raised to the power of half) only
to return to 1 (one) not particularly suspecting any number for the end result
since I just wanted to see what value my curiosity would produce and it so
happened to be 1 (one), but what I don’t remember exactly was what it was that made
me test immediately the representation ‘n’ with another number at which I
figured with any number as ‘n’ in the formula one would always end with the
value 1(one). Now it is no complicated mathematics if one were playing with a
number because the formula (m (n) ×q) g = 1 × 1, 1/1, on
analysis shows every factor can be accounted for in ‘n’, which make for U = (n2((n) × n/n3)
where U/n3 makes for 0.125
in my experimentation as the potential of any form ‘n’ that can be derived from
an original form U by an induced split in that since every formulation can be
represented in ‘n’. I more deem it in terms as parthenogenesis as well as I do
meiotic i.e androgynous, because besides dividing itself as any to give 1
(one), only 1 (one) can multiply itself to give you 1 (one) and I arrived at
this by simply being curious, although an elementary pupil with luck by being
playful with figures could come to this but then I did not come to it as such.
Parthenogenesis is good as saying the immanence of a sperm in the egg, to which
in the Hebrew appreciation of the beginning in Gen1:1 which for me is the
Beginning and my appreciation of God’s nature, the parthenogenesis simply of
Gen1:1 was an asexual parturition expressed into a production of meiosis out of
the mitotic norm cosmogonic forces of which is God then as Lucifer or in my
correspondence Olokun therein in the Beginning made the attainment of Godhood, but
then given the Oedipal nature of things we humans amount to being the partial seeds
of God, within Mother-God the mother of God via a relationship captured in theohomology
in Jocasta and Oedipus, as such we are broken-heirs of the Beginning-nter-God
as has been already clearly stated in a popular Church-Christian song that says
‘We are heirs of the Father/ We heirs with the Son/ We are children of the
Kingdom/ We are family we are one’, this is a subtle denial of the maternal
presence, a failure to acknowledge the maternal presence calling it the
Kingdom, and indeed it is the Kingdom of heaven and hell or heaven and earth on
mother-earth.But this Oedipal complexity is solved if we remain existential in
our understanding of the situation and largely the problem is as such given
that the theodite imagery of the Beginning was conceptualized as a
parthenogenesis, that out of parthenogenesis God was delivered which for
Christianity was earthly recapitulated in Jesus Christ and his mother Mary.
But then at this
point I here propound the ‘Theory of Homecoming’. The
‘Home coming theory’ means a conceptualization by a religion or an individual of
the deeds meant to fulfill the ultimate spiritual state, a status which stays
with you upon death. In Christianity this is the state of Christ which makes
you fit for heaven, and in religions such as Hinduism, Buddhism and Jainism
this is the state of nirvana, which makes nirvana an homecoming theory. This is
different from theohomology in that theohomologizing is the conceptualizing of
a work of literature to interpret the relationship between the earthly and the
divine in which the home coming theory would certainly be embedded, to this end
the homecoming theory in by conceptualization of Christianity is one whose
ultimate deliverance is not solely based on death but that the individual must
have attained a Messiaanic state by deeds while alive on earth and then on death
he or she is finally delivered as God in meiosis in the beginning, and this
state of meiosis which actualizes an androgynous nature by ‘theodite imagery’
in the life of an individual is achieving a state of balance whereby the
individual as a female gains a balance with her animus and the male a balance
with his anima, to this end is analogical the creation of the heavens and the
earth, of course heaven is in the plural, as for that I have my personal
conception of it as the heavens also implying the daughters of the meiotic
process which as well I correspond to the muses and in togetherness this is the
nature of the Holy Spirit in that singular verse of Gen-1:1. The achievement of
this balance is a meiotic deliverance in the state of mind which androgynously
materializes in the individual’s unprejudiced approach to life, the acceptance of
gender equality, the abolishment of a system that produces a state of the
outcast in that it is the survival of the state of the outcast that
revolutions, violence of the suppressed would constantly be witnessed as I have
captured in interpreting the Oedipus story as an oracle on society that the
maintenance of an imperial or oppressive
system in a society results to the unavoidable existence of the state of the
outcast who in such a state in the individuals are enforced to use violence,
bring about revolutions and rebellion to which end I wrote and recorded the poem
Oedipus in my understanding it as a story of revolution in relation to the
outcast in the society. The achievement of a balance between the individual and
the self is what produces the Christ whom on death would be completely
delivered from within the Beginning whom is the Mother-God who delivered God
through parthenogenesis, and as well is the total deliverance from Satan since
the Beginning is what I call the LORD Satan which in the Yoruba mythology I
interpret as Eleduwa the author of oduduwa (our darkness) that in Yoruba
mythical characters I pronounce as Oya-Sango in my mythopoeic. By the
‘Homecoming theory’ in my perception, if there be reincarnations it is only if
the individual on dying have not achieved the androgynous state of balance to
ensure deliverance out of the Beginning and therefore would remain within the
Beginning to be born again until that state is achieved in a given life time,
the state of the Messiah the state of Christ which is an altruistic driven
life, a life of self-sacrifice.
The journey
heavenward based on a the ‘theodite imagery’ of incest, in material analogy,
since incest is an immorality, means the journey to heaven is sinful, and the
making of heaven the ultimate sin whereby heaven can only be made in
righteousness so to avoid this one must die standing sinful, but then this is
because of the overruling of male-chauvinism for if heaven is our origin it
would have been more fit as the Almighty GOD the mother, but for fear of the
incestuous meaning in the light of the Prodigal’s repentance God the father
deemed better because the male chauvinism did not let them describe the
Almighty GOD outright in a state of parthenogenesis, for then the Almighty GOD
which is the Beginning written in the noun beginning as the first letter not
stated in caps in Gen1:1 ‘In the beginning…’ would be more motherly or womanly
or feminine in outlook and eyebrows would be raised, and this is what Sarah and
Mary hints at and this notion is the very name of the Almighty GOD and God raises,
which in Hebrew is considered unspeakable in that the very fact of death in analogical
aptly captures this imagery in the act of burial as an incestuous ritual which as
in Khayam’srubaiyat 19 the dead is Caesar (the individual) whom is the phallus of
we the regent-child god in that ‘ye men are gods’ which is analogical to God,
and Caesar(phallus) buried in the grave which is the heaven’sgate, the orifice of the mother earth being the regent-God which
simply translates to the Almighty GOD and gives us an Almighty GOD that sleeps
with the child, or God the child that sleeps with the mother, for which the
Hebrews adopted for the Almighty God whom is the LORD and for God whom is the Son
as well the Father,the name Adonai in substitution for the unspeakable name, an
effect to which I wrote the sonnets, ‘Must-not-mention-name of GOD’ which
concluded the essay ‘The Judeo-Christian Journey Heavenwards is Oedipus
complex’ and the very one ‘Must-not-mention-name of God’ which I make epigraph
to this essay.
In the light of
human parthenogenetic origination I here call God, INDIVIDUO, and the very
creation of God that made for the heavens and earth by fission (secession) was
an asexual realization in which we in the Beginning must aspire to an
androgynous nature, a state of asexual entity in the light of a heavenly return
in spirit after death, if we hold on to a reconciliation to an otherworldly
reality, which is that the human seeks to unite with the other split from the
nuclear fission following the androgynous entity God the first deliverance away
from the Beginning, God and its crew being the meiotic which is the unusual as
against the normal mitosis to which end the Christ-life is an unusual life
style that is self-sacrificial which means the mitotic translates as the
orthodoxy, the traditional the norm; and in the light of the Prodigal story the
reconciliation could be seen as to do with the offended sibling, which is our
self with which we seek union, and this notion that the aspiration is asexual
makes it free from sexy business, to this end it appears that God parted from
the Beginning with one-half which would mean our spirits, which in Jungian
terms would be meaning the anima and the animus and this would mean the
ultimate union with the self, having been able to achieve that state of Christian
or Messianic balance on earth, the balance of the proton and electron, day and,
light and darkness. Probably the same tussle goes on on the other divide to unite
with the self you and I on earth, or maybe it is a form of call to which a man
or woman would have to answer his or her calling our true names to come home to
ourselves.
I call this my
androgynous formula, which is U= (n2 (n) × n/n3) n/n2=
1 or (n2 (n) × 1/n2) 1/n
I end this
somewhat desultory discourse with two stanzas of twenty-one syllabic tristichs;
God the
Father-Mother-God the Holy
God we the child
undelivered
Yet unborn
O this
pantheistic existence
God foreternal in
labour
The three-in-one
GLOSSARY
Eleduwa:Creator
of all things in Yoruba mythology which I translate in my mythopoeic as the Beginning.
Homecoming theory:This
means a conceptualization by a religion or an individual of the deeds meant to
fulfilling the ultimate spiritual state, a status which stays with you upon
death. In Christianity this is the state of Christ which makes you fit for
heaven, and in religions such as Hinduism. Buddhism and Jainism this is the
state of nirvana, which makes nirvana an homecoming theory.
Olokun: God
of the depths of the ocean which in mythopoeic I equate with Lucifer and picture
as the first child of Oya-Sango or Eleduwa.
Oya:Mother
goddess in Yoruba mythology
Oya-Sango:
Is my mythopoeic expression of the nature of the Beginning as parthenogenesis
which in Yoruba terms is Eleduwa
(The creator of all)
Oduduwa:
In Yoruba myth is the creator of humankind which in my mythopoeic as an
expression meaning our darkness, whose authorship I ascribe to Eleduwa the
Beginning.
Sango:Husband
to Oya in Yoruba mythology.
Theodite imagery:The
conceptualization of an immaterial awareness or phenomenon with a material
exemplar, where the material exemplar is a reinforcement of the awareness or
belief and the material exemplar is (of course) a microcosmic model to a
detailed definition of the awareness or phenomenon.
Theohomology: This
is every or any work of art that is used to conceptualize the relationship
between divine forces and humanity, in which it necessarily does not have to be
the intent of the author which makes it individualistic in that the work by an
individual can be conceived personally as the nature of human relationship with
the divine.
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